花儿不用灌溉

所谓舍得，舍得， 有舍一定有得。

但是有多少人真的会舍下你有的东西，而去得令外一些东西？

你舍得东西是你想要的吗？你得的东西是你要的吗？

人生就是那样矛盾。你拥有的你不要，你要你没拥有过的。

拥有过没拥有的，没拥有的你要拥有---来来去去，又不是你要的。

那你要拥有你没用的，或是你要拥有你有的？你拥有的是不是你要的？




我觉得管他妈妈的拥有不拥有，舍得不舍得，你要的还是你不要的，那只是你人生的一个过程。

最后还是你还是搞不懂你自己拥有不拥有，舍得不舍得，要还是不要。


因为原因只有一个---------我们不是神！！

Love without reason

Kuching Trip 14/7

Let Pictures do the talking

Kuching I am coming!!

I am not sure where the gut come from, I have made my decision to travel to kuching alone without knowing anyone there.

Yup. Alone

Again. Yup. Without knowing anyone there.


Maybe life just need the sparks like this.

When you know you gonna to somewhere quite far and leaving the old and stinky bed behind, you will start to miss it,

at the same time expecting a better bed, a new bed and expecting something unexpected.

It is so complex and complicated like the mixture of tea and coffee, you like the flavor of tea, yet like the the bitter of coffee, tea coffee, coffee tea, coffee tea coffee, tea coffee tea...

in the middle of tasting the mixture of tea and coffee, you never know what will happen is...a new product of tea and coffee.....

Anti Bitch story

Our teacher always teach us, when you sincere and work hard on you, finally you will archive what you want.

Your friends always say, " be confident lah, you sure can do it one, dont so easy to give up, you so silly fellow" . It means if we really trust ourself in doing something, we finally will get what we want and just keep patient...

Our Parents will also say, "why give up?why and why?continue doing it, what happened? why cannot continue doing it? It sounds different with our teacher and friends saying as your parents will find out why you give up and base on your reason of your give up, give you another reason to continue--and let you not to give up.
But it fact,is that real in our life?


Does it means no matter how hard to woo a girl, with flowers, chocolates and even you use 24hours to bake a 4 interlayer yet interlayer tirammsu, the girl will really give you chance? to be your bf?

Doest it means, we give beg our boss to increase our salary ,everyday work like a machine in front of him, and free OT always, yet make coffee and breakfast to him every morning on his table, never give up, 24 hours, 365days,does it really works?

For case number 1, the girl will only think you are pretty boring. They will only blame other element to get rid of you, below are their golden phase:
" We do not have the feel" " I dont know our personality match" "You deserve a better one, i am so lousy for you"

But in fact, she still eat your layers tirammsu while talking to you, and accepted your flowers and chocolate. WHY?

Because it is FFFFFFFFFFRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE what!!!! what a nerd.


Second case: You request boss to increase your salary but continuing show how capability you are. You shown him the talent on how to make good coffee every morning and good baker( how to make a rich sandwich which full of vitamins). The end result is useless.
He will only think that you are someone who wanna SHOW OFF, and try to POISON him with your sincere breakfast, and start to think what is the MOTIVE you treat him so good, or are you a GAY?
The final result: YOU are fired, without your OT claims.
Best result: You are promoted but work at Saudi Arab Alone.

You may sound not agree on it, while, what i am doing now is i am writing this blog at Cheras Maluri Old Town Cafe, and experience the result of my SINCERITY.

I booked this girl for photoshoot since she is 16. She has been promised years by years that she will let me do a photoshoot with her. To show my sincerity, i let her manage the time anytime she wants, anywhere will do, and...whatever also can.
I planned day and night, prepare things all and all. She put airplane once, i forgive her directly like a mighty buddha, ---forgiving is a best practice for us. second times, again---i forgive her like Allah, forgiving a person is a good practice we should do always, we will get back good things in return.
After so many years. Today is the 3th time.

For this special occasion, i prepared myself as usual and depart earlier to avoid lateness, prepared a nasi lemak and coffee to her to suprise her.

Am i sincere enough? I never scold when she FFK me and I never blame, accept like it is, like a generous and so girl called--Gentleman

End Result: I need to call her to know What happened, and she only know she cannot make it. Reason: Yesterday clubbing

Question: You can cancel the appointment, why have we have to call her back to know confirm while it is her responsibility to tell you she cannot make it?

Answer: She Sms me " Sorry" I guess i have received this by many girls even a girl in my blog list too, does Sorry really means All? or explaining All??

Weird. I guess girls think guys should take all responsibility when dating. Yes i mean all.
It means even why she cannot go to meet you because yesterday is raining. Accept her excuses.

That is the meaning of ALL.

But think again. Guys are too fucking girlish nowadays. They accept what a girl said no matter how.In the opinion of guys, it can cheer the girl, if she is happy, he will do anything to cheer the girl.

In girls opinion, the guy is a Free maid, Free taxi driver.. and Mobile ATM.

Guys, do you know your pamper will really spoilt the girl??
What we are receiving now is the end result of your pampered last time?
The girls has been conditioned as she will think the next guy "SHOULD" treat her better than the previous one.

Just like when give you kid a present when he get a good result in school.

It means, u give him Walkman when he get a good result in PMR
Give him a CD player in SPM
Give him Iphone in STPM
Give him a pirated beg of LV----->he will scold u back why not give him a sport car Ferrari?

Can see the pattern here?operation conditioning we called.

But if you understand this, Do you know what should we do when we encounter this?

Kena Tag??!!!! Why got such thing?

kena tag...( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊！

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

♥ 被点到的:
1● Mika
2● JANICE YEW
3● Xiao Yi
4● 心疑
5● Lilian
6● 夏娃公主
7● Qoo
8●Yasmine Tran
9● Barbie Q Sylvia
10●Evangeline_yan


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01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:不懂

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]::女生，废话^^

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]::吃Lemon

04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]::有....

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]::不懂

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]::很好

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]::一囖囖

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]::什么意思???

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]::不懂

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]::不懂

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]::问lemon

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]::SMK Kepong Baru

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]::blog

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]::不懂
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15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 没有

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]::很少哦

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]::还好的

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]::美眉咯

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]::不懂

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]::爱？神经

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1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的::猪julie

2. 你们认识多久呢::不懂

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗::不懂

4. 你与他(她)的关系是::blog友咯^^

5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何::不错^

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是: This question is really hard

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問 : 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了你会
答 : Who is that?

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 :Silent( but still looking at her, pretending nothing happened)

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : Volley ball

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : No la, use underwear

問 : 会的。。
答 :????

問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 :Sony Ericson

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : Somewhere very far

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 :No. See for what

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 :ok lor..lazy hehe

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 :hmm..A lot ler..haha, better dont say(later i am killed)

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 : Impossible, I am slimmer than Linsay lohan!

犯贱

Hey

Actually do you realize that life is a like cycle?

work eat sleep work eat sleep or study eat sleep study eat sleep...repeat again then sometime movie , sometime repeat the cycle again and ...... still repeat again, and i am repeatedly saying it again. LOLX

I used to think of how to escape it, and trying to make our life FUN, instead of working like machine or dead zombie.

Ya...I did something very defiant, which i guess very LESS people will do.


I curi curi apply a job, while i am having my current job.

When I am selected for the job, and below is how i answer the interviewer.

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Me: Hello! are you Yxxxx Lxx?( as i know her name through the menu board near the lift as mentioned she is the interviewer)(I called her name instead of calling her Ms Yxxxx)

Interviewer: (shocked)--yes yes. are you Sky?

Me: Yes. I am Cheok Eng Huat( trying to confuse her) (grin..so evil)

Interviewer: (She made a confused face) where is your supporting document?

Me: I dont have supporting document, i only have original document.(say it steadily and look at her)

Interviewer :.(Suprise!) shake her hand and go away and ask me to wait( she go to print it herself i guess..haha...because i have sent her through email)

Interviewer: (lead me to a room with the assistant of general manager)

Then , it will be normal interview like..ask to introduce your self and so on...and...so boring.
All things are written in the resume, why still wanna ask me to introduce myself...lolz..

As i planned to do something deviant, here it goes..

Interviewer: "next, tell us what is your strength"

Me: " I dont have strength"( look at them and say it steadily) and pause.

Interviewer: (Their eyes open as big as apple and look at me, mouth open just nearly to drop the salivia)..."HAA???? " ( They stunned for around 3 seconds)

Me: "Yes! I dont have strength !"


Interviewer : (stunned another 3 seconds)" Haaaa? what "

Me: " Haha, it is true I do not have strength. I think this question should be evaluate by you all, not by me to say it, as it is impossible u will believe me if i said i know how to ride a tank?( So lansi me, hahaha)

Interviewer: (Laugh out loudly....) " ya ya, agree"(WTF)

Interviewer : " then tell us your weakness then"( stupid question again...haha)

Me: ( already know it is stupid question so i answer her in stupid way) " Yes!, I have a lotttttttttttttttttttttt of weaknesses, which one u want to know?"( say it steadily)

Interviewer: ( they laugh again)....continue with boring questions...so i answer then boringly

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I thought my so DEVIANT action will ban my them, but in fact, I am selected for second interview to meet their CEO.

Weird, like this also can.

Human really is 犯贱

912Mega outdoor shoot -Putrajaya

Quite fun joining the shoot from myphotocity. It is kind of new experience for me as more than 80 photographers and 10 models are participating in the outdoor shoot.

The location is at the dock-like platform at Putrajaya.


It is hard to have shoot at night, what i can do is to "steal" others flash or light.

Those are the pictures I captured with nice timing.

2059 0707am Thursday

2059 0707am Thursday


I am in the World Arena , and waiting for my turn to fight. The world is no longer peaceful.
Nuclear war is already outdated.This war, is now about fighting for food, water and land.
The theory of who is the richest conquer the world has already been out of everyone's mind.

Today, this world, is all about Psychic Power!


I am not sure when it happened. Thanks to the advancement of all the creator and science.
We finally discover the another 98% hidden power than human brain contented. We successfully reveal the secret of the 98% mind power and fully utilize with the power now.

In fact, God given us a special grant from we born till now, just waiting for us to discover.
Everyone has his or her own unique psychic power,


and mine is totally different than others.


Just because I am different, so i am chosen for my country to join the World Arena, to fight for the country officially, without world word. The lose one will lose his whole country to the winner.


Life is tough and hard to predict. Every thing is totally different from 50 years ago. What you playing in game is totally reflecting the situation now.

The world no longer has fashion or what univerisity. Knowledge is hard to persue has you not even have the life to persue it. Life is about fact and reality--->survive.


Wearing a broken short pants and half revealing jacket, i am waiting for my turn to fight for the represent of USA, the Rough Giant.

Well, the rough giant doesnt really giant , it is just a name of him. He is look like a fat ball with furrs around...

For everyone information, I has won all the 10 battles and this battle is the last. The final destination.

The fat ass not really my real opponent, he is slow and dumb but with stupidly crazy stone made skin. No matter how fast is my speed to attack him, it is like mosquito biting a stone--langsung no rasa.

No choice, I have to use my favourite skills of all---万箭穿心!!!!! the piercing of billions arrows!

Suddenly, the earth shake and all human scream in chaos! The land is shaken like milk shake as there is something come out from underneath.

The stupid fat ass already run to no where i can see.

I jump and jump for higher area to see what happened.

I really couldnt accept what i saw, as all i saw is the Sand tsunami everywhere and there is someone controlling a GIANT SUCKER MACHINE, which sucks all the sand and human, and blended in....

i run to hide in one of the building, but found out the ANT are also giant-ifiy and chase all the human beings, eat their flesh like no tommorow.

Even you have the Psychic power, how you gonna hit a thousand ANTS which is around you with Giant size?


............................To be continue...................................

I am getting older

It has been a long time I do not update my blog.

My life has been busy working and photoshooting, and also sleeping.

No longer like those young there, one day can hit 3 hit tigers, continue to hunt elephant,and continue to hit tigers , then elephant..tiger..elephant, sometime hippotamus.

Feeling not satisfy with my depleting energy, I decided to have a test on myself.

Set the timing by watching my watch. and arrogantly stand on my chair to view down the road.

Charmingly and confidently look down the road, even though sometime i heard some cars are"horn"ing me. I dont care.

Yes.

So I joined the Skytrex at Taman botani at Shah Alam.( Which I dont know why my friend taking my picture but focusing on there)

But the stair is damn hell tall.

my leg started to cramp. But to show my man egosim, i am forced to climb it.

I cannot imagine i am tired like hell the whole journey, flying fox and climbing tree.


And, I nearly defeated, what a close hit to give up. I nearly give up.
And it end up I look like the below picture

The little girl beside me is my friend's gf. she even can finish trek faster than both of us.

WT....I think i have to admit I am old.





Time flies...appreciate what you have now.

Do you discover that you are getting older?

Mika and Lilian

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I have a trial shoot with Mika and Lilian.

The original theme is about "lost in the jungle" but came out happy cheerful theme at the end.

I am not really satisfied with the shoot anyway. I did a stupid configuration which I only noticed after I upload my pictures to my lappy.

Sorry to Mika and Lilian for my poor photography skills. They all are good models for that day. Really co -operative and wiling to try out.