Sunday, May 9, 2010

断背山去走走看日出

最近衰到暴,讲什么衰什么,要上廁所,就没有大便纸,

有大便纸,但是就是湿的。唉。。。

五月的第一天,就是不甘愿,为什么我那样衰,所以决定了和朋友们去了本地很有名的--〉断背山去走走看日出。

希望可以借此吸收一点日月精华,洗一洗霉运。

本来,我还以为是“Sap Sap Shui" 那里知道,断背山不是拿来走的,是拿来爬的。。

浪费了我五牛二虎之力才爬到。

但是,还以为太阳公公会早起,到了山顶才知道没有那样快日出。


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黑蒙蒙一个。


想留下黑蒙蒙的FEEL,但是。。。不知道我的朋友不知道FOCUS什么。

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唉。。。。


本来我要DULAN了,因为拍到不是我要的,我一气之下,拿了我的相机出来。
不拿出来没有那样DULAN,一拿出来就发现我忘了带电池。。。气得我七孔冒烟。

没有办法。。。我只好今天当麻豆,给我朋友做摄影师。

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很明显,第一张还好,第二张我看到要吐。。。。POSE那样僵硬。。
证明了我不是麻豆的料。。我还是做摄影师好一点。



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但是,KIASU的我,在次提起勇气,当上了啊里山的姑娘POSE,证明给我的朋友看。

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还当了佛法无边修炼之人。

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还学人扮可爱

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有少少麻豆天分吧?哈哈。。我很想吐。。。


拍了几张就下去吃BAKKUTTEH了。。在下山前,我叫 YASMINE做我的麻豆下下。。但是她不给我放照片。。。我就放这张吧


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以下的照片让我想起了古人的一首诗。


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日出无限好,只是被云吞。

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

A day Trip with ET

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Life is always busy busy busy. It seemed what is in my mind is only work work and work.

Exhausted of this kind of life, so I decided to do something "Siao" again this time.

Dated this fellow EvonT to go to Sekinchan and our actual plan is to see sunrise as well as shoot like those Sunny, Flowerish , Happy Happy, Lovely type of pictures.

However, it turned up become like this.

It is a result of not doing homework before we go to Sekinchan, as it is their planting season,
which new seeds are planted and if you would like to take pictures with yellow gold paddy field, you might need to go there around June or November. I guess.

Pictures are satisfying so far. And if that day do have blue sky , the effect will be better.

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Wish to go again. Maybe this time bring some ballons , scarfs and flowerish cap.

Anyone interested to be my next model?



Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Diary of cancer 9



It has been a period of time after the Operation.

Life of my dad still good so far. With high fibre and rich vitamin gruel as breakfast, fruits as dessert, multiple colours steam vegetable as lunch and finally protein drinks and fruits as dinner.

What i can say is what he had now is the best of the best, like King, I can say.

However , things changed after operation.

What he did is totally like a child. He wants for attention.
He went to neighbour house and do not want go back even late night.
He keeps went to toilet .
He opens light to sleep.
He need accompany even to nearest grocery shop.
He trusts a simple sticker and heal his body.

Sometime, i also dont know what to say. The fear to die will change someone?
or he do not have the courage to survive?



Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Diary of cancer 8

HORRAY!!!!

The operation done smoothly!

But the damn hell nurse freaked us out.

I think every nurses and doctor should study abit on psychology, as they can use the knowledge on how to communicate with patient family and patient itself.

Try to imagine if the nurse suddenly call you and ask you faster come to hospital as doctor has very important thing to talk to you.

Just because of the style of communicating, the nurse made us cry like baby and walk like sotong ,like zombie having a motor behind to FORCE you run faster with your sotong leg.


When we arrived at the operation room, the truth we know is that doctor is smiling at us as the operation runs smoothly and would like to show us the colon tumor.

I just can say it is totally like 豬腸 and you never dare to eat Bak Kut Teh again.




Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Diary of Cancer 7

Tommorow 21/1 will be the operation day.


The intense feeling can be sense from his eyes.

He pretend to "flirt" with the nurses, but the actual feeling that hidden, who will know?

We all included my uncle visited him tonight and share the night with him


Dad, just wanna tell you , you are not alone. We all love you forever.

Before leave the ward, my mum suggest a group praying. By holding everyone hands and pray.

Wish he will over the operation and live ever after.

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So the problem come now.


Private --30k mininum--operation after 2 days

Government----5k----operation after 5 days


Who one you choose?

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The night before the decison is made is pretty awesome.

Your house will be as noisy as possible and many people will come your house for visiting.

What i meant is, it is good if there are some relatives and friends come for visit and encourage my dad.


However, it is not.

All i saw is a bunch of people keep introducing us what super powder or super drink, which can anti cancer, or what insurance policy to sell to my mum and me myself.

The super drink or powder, it is hell pricy!!

If you were me, will you go for those super thing?

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Diary of Cancer 5

The thing I most hate and fuxkingly hate this year is something come out from the Doctor.

Yes indeed.

My dad is diagnosed with Colon Cancer-直肠癌.--either stage 2 and stage 3 .

If it is spread out to other organ such as liver-->stage 4, it will be very hard to be cure and survival rate is only 5%.


The doctor also playing the video that he captured in my dad colon and the face of the ugly tumor.

It is fermenting.
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Before I know the news, i not even looking at my dad eyes. I keep avoid the eye contact.

It is because I know my tears will burst out once i see his eyes. The sorrow and the man who work so hard behind us, may have the chance to leave us soon and maybe very very soon.


You will no longer touch his rough and sandy hand or the food he brought to you even it is raining outside.

To be exact, the unconditioned love that he gave, will put a full stop by somehow, and nowhere.

For you all out there, try to search the last picture you took with your family, do you know the date?

It might be the last picture you took and no more next picture forever.